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Last day of January!!!
01.30.04 (6:37 pm)   [edit]
    & nbsp; Wah.... Time flies.... :o
    & nbsp;Today mark the last day in January! Tomorrow will be a brand new month. Wah.... so fast!
    & nbsp;23rd of Feb will be our Practicum. Something to look forward to. It's not going to be an easy job but at least I do not need to go back to NIE. Also, end of the hectic and rushy assignments to do. Lesson plans should not be a big chore for me. Me and a few friends had set up a group to prepare lesson plans and sharing them online. Efficiency is what we have to be. Yea!
    & nbsp;Well... going to pack up my room later... in a mess. All my textbooks lying around. Had been doing research for my EED report for the past 2 weeks. So that's why I had to dig out my textbooks... Now that the report was done, I should pack up my room and get ready to work on my own individual ECM assignment.
    & nbsp;I'll be out tomorrow with my Mum... Perhaps could look around for my Canon IXUS S400 Digital Camera. That'll be my new toy soon... Had to get this camera and try plying with it before my vacation trip in mid-May or early June. I have two places to consider. So I have to see how it goes then. No matter what, I must travel this year.
    & nbsp;Last year, I could not go to any country due tot he SARS outbreak. Mum and Dad refused to let me go. So I am praying real hard to get my chance to travel this time round. I had not visited much countries. Seriously, besides trips to Indonesia- Dec 1993, China("Chang Bai Shan")- june2001 and a few short trips to Genting.. that's all I have visited. Love travelling. Seeing the different culture in each different country. Tasting the gourmet there, sight-seeing(My favourite) and shopping!!! An expensive interest. So have to plan and save up for every trip. Hee... Most importantly is that I will return to Singapore with a happy and refreshed heart. This time round will be my first trip with a female close friend of mine, no family members to tag along... A new experience for me... ooohhhh... will cry and miss mummy, daddy.. heee... brother and my dear Seraph...
    & nbsp;Anyway, I am really and truly looking forward to it. :wink:
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Sing it out!!!
01.30.04 (5:04 am)   [edit]
    & nbsp; Wow! When you are happy, what do you do???
I am singing now... Haaa... hopefully my mirrors won't shattered... heee :oops:
    & nbsp; I had completed our EED group report. We went over to my galfriend's house in SengKang and got it done. Wow! Wasn't it terrific?! We had been working really hard for this. First came the presentation and now the last component the report. Thank God!!
    & nbsp; Although tired and drained now, I am singing in my room... blast the room with my favourite songs and sing them out... When was the last time I sang?? Eeeee.... It was a month ago... Just look at how time flies...
    & nbsp; Okie... back to my singing again... Will be sleeping even much earlier than yesterday... Perhaps at 10pm. Yea! Tomorrow will work on my own individual ECM assignment. Pray that I have a good nite rest later! :wink: :wink:
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ZZZZZZzzzzzz.................
01.29.04 (6:27 am)   [edit]
      Done with my report. Tomorrow will have to meet my EED group mates to merge and re-fine the report. Targeting to complete our report by tomorrow. I am confident that we will be able to meet our target. Just get it over and done with. We have to start on the rest of our assignments now.
    & nbsp; I am looking forward to next Monday to come by too. So must work on my assignments so that I could enjoy myself next Monday! Yeah!!! :wink:
      Finally I could sleep slightly earlier as compared to the past few days. Yippee... :wink: :wink: Good Night, lights off.... Pray that I go to sleep with peace in my mind and not so tensed up by my assignments. God Bless!
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Very Tired.... But sweet in the heart....
01.29.04 (3:26 am)   [edit]
      Sighs... very tiring!!! Have been attending project meetings over the past 2 weeks... went to bed late too. Hope all these horrible days going to end real soon... :cry:
      But suprisingly, I still have the energy to work. Simply because the power of LOVE is so great. LOVE from my dear Seraph... Gee... :oops: :oops: We met yesterday to catch "The Last Samurai". We had a sweet time yesterday. Gee... my first time hugging his arm in the theatre. Love to lie on his shoulders. He's the second man I did those. Yupz, the first was Kel. Sweet old days again....Hee... me do not need to bring my sweater along every time I go to cinemas. Cos' Kel will be my "heater". He'll hold my hands or hug me to provide me with the warmth. Lying on Kel's shoulders was indeed sweet too... We were a sweet couple and many friends really envy how sweet we were in the past. Even til now, when I met him with our Secondary school buddies, we'll always chat about how we started and ended off. Well... will be meeting them again next week. Did not know if Kel will be there. I did not miss him. Instead, I miss my Seraph every moment. But had been 3 years I never met him. Heard he is doing well in his job. I just could not wait to let him know that I have found my man. A man to take care and love me. Heard from my close friends that he always worry for me. That I need someone to take care and protect me. Away from sadness and embraced with love and happiness. So now, I just want to let him know that he does not need to worry for me from now onwards. Cos' I have Seraph with me.
    & nbsp; Sorry, I could not help to recall those sweet memories... Anyway, I trust and feel that my relationship with Seraph will be very, very much sweeter.
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Yet another personality test ^-^
01.24.04 (5:15 am)   [edit]
You are soooo LOVABLE!
Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^


Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!)
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Which Lord of the Rings person do you want?
01.24.04 (5:03 am)   [edit]
g
Legolas


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What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
01.24.04 (4:51 am)   [edit]
You're a Motherly little Girlfriend
-Motherly- You're the motherly type. You love to
take care of the one you love, and generally
you can be a bit overprotective and possessive,
but you know, that isn't always such a bad
thing. At least you'll be a good mom in the
future.


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Assignments Day!
01.23.04 (7:05 pm)   [edit]
      Finally, I am going to start typing my assignments. The ideas were all in my head long ago. But just lacking the time to really sit down and get it started.
      A good time to be back to my books again... Such a cooling weather. Heee... :wink:
      I am waiting to catch "Peter Pan", "The Last Samurai" in our local theatres. Had anyone watched it? Hopefully, I will have the chance after next Monday. Sighs... Work hard now and enjoy later.... Yea! :wink:
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Claim Your Wings
01.23.04 (4:47 am)   [edit]
Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
01.23.04 (4:40 am)   [edit]
Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."


The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Which Mythological Form Are You?
01.23.04 (4:32 am)   [edit]
pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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I'm in the Limelight!!!
01.23.04 (4:14 am)   [edit]
      Yoz! :D I'm back once again.... Today had been a drizzling day! What a nice weather to Zzzzzzzzzz.... Too bad, had to visit my Grandma(Mum's side). Well, as usual, Grandma will be at my 2nd uncle's home... a 3-storey high terrace... Nice view at the roof top. :wink:
      Yupz... Cousin Wei told all of them my "secret". I told you her synical smile sort of warned me that "I'm caught in action"... Hahaha.... Sounded like "Catcha" :oops: So expectedly, my aunts "interrogated" me... No matter how I denied it, my blush on my face gave me away.... So they kept questioning me, I'll kept diverting their attention to something else... but soon back to the same topic again.... But with that blush on my face, they sort of knew that my heart has someone in there. That's something good too. At least no more match-making stuff from them. Hahaha.... :lol: :lol: Wow! Me in the limelight today.... If everything goes well, during my housewarming, which should be in mid-year, will invite Seraph over. He'll get to meet my relatives over at my Mum's side. Hee.... :oops: :wink:
      Well... Seraph "fainted" when I SMS him suggesting that he could meet them in a few months time... heee.... Wonder if he does not wish to meet them. Or perhaps, we have yet to reach a stable stage to meet these elders yet... If he's not comfortable to meet them, I would not force him too.
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I survived!
01.22.04 (1:59 am)   [edit]
      Oh yeah! :wink: Just came home from my relatives' place. As I have expected eariler on, my relatives kept asking me about the topic... Well... I had handled it quite well for today. :wink: I played "Tai-Chi" with them. This was what I said to them, "Aiyoh, you all are much more anxious than me. When I am still single, you all cannot wait for me to get a boyfriend. Even if I have one, you want to meet him. So now... sighs.... Actually got a boyfriend one, but you all kept pressing me and stressing me... now the guy ran away liao... scared of you all now." Hee... know what, their faces changed immediately... looked guilty... Opps... Hahaha... Then I continued, "I know you all care for me. But if you are really concern about my happiness, then you should let nature take its course. Please do not keep pressing me again. Then, the guys won't be scared of you all and ran away from me. Hee...." Wah... never know it's so easy to handle them today. Hahaha... Praise the Lord!
Well... So far so good... had an enjoyable day.      
    & nbsp; Tomorrow, I'll visit relatives from my Mum's side. Since this method is rather effective, I will continue to use this tomorrow. Hee... hope it will be a breeze again... :wink:
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Sweet sweet...
01.21.04 (12:37 am)   [edit]
      Yawnz... Tired ah... I came home at 1.30pm. I vacuumed the whole house and ironed all the clothes. Now... listening to FM93.3 as I write this blog.
      I went out just now to meet Seraph for lunch. I told Mummy that I'll be out for a while to meet Seraph for lunch and will be home to help out. Hee... I will always update my Mum about Seraph and me. Nothing to hide from her. Just want her to know what I am doing now. Sometimes, I would share what's inside my heart with Mum too. Communication with people around us is very important.
      We had our lunch at Burger King. Then, saw Cousin Wei going home after work (Cos' she's in her officer uniform). Oh dear, I cannot escape from the discussion on Tuesday when I go over to mum's side for CNY. You know, sometimes things are just predestined for us. You just cannot help but wait for it to be revealed right before our eyes. I had been wondering how to handle this Tuesday matter when I met Cousin Wei. Looks like, this is how it should go. I just have to work on from there. She gave me a smile before she left... I know what that smile means...
Well... I discussed this matter with mummy when I came home... Mummy leaves it to me to handle. She just lend me her listening ears. Hee... She suggests that if both Seraph and me feel comfortable and stable in this relationship, maybe it's time to reveal it to the relatives. At least to put them at ease that they do not need to worry about me. And if they want to meet Seraph, hee... can still ask them to hang on. At least they won't keep pressing me... I will ask Seraph later after my reunion dinner. See how he respond first before I decide on what to do.
      He's so sweet... hee... :oops: I went to Tianpo to have my necklace polished for the new year. We sat infront of the wedding ring showcase... unintentionally actually. Then I start to ask if he had found the cross for me? I was happy to hear that he had found it but yet to purchase it. Simply because he found two designs and was not sure which to get. So he asked for my opinion. Then, I asked him back what Valentine's Day gift does he want? He doesn't have an answer, maybe not yet. He asked me back in return. I am the easy-going one. Anything from him, I'll love it. It need not be an expensive one. It's the heart and thoughts that counts. Then he said... he'll get me a ring if he doesn't know what to get for me. Hee... don't know if he's joking or he meant it... Anyway... let's see how it goes... Buying gift for one another if fun. At least it sets your mind thinking of that person. Hopefully it's not stress on him... soon, my birthday will come after Valentine's Day... Heee.... Me bad bad... knowing that not all guys like to buy gifts for gals because it's tedious when they do not what to get. Even though I know this, without thinking if he likes it or not, I still want him to do it. Hee... Cos' I want him to continue to think of me... heee... :oops: :oops:
      Well... I have planned for his long ago... there will be 4 parts(a card, a bottle of the usual stuff, a hand-made gift and a present). Looks like it's going to be a big one. Hee... :wink: With my heart, efforts and love in it. What a gift!!! :oops: :oops: :oops:
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Chinese New Year Eve!!!
01.20.04 (6:11 pm)   [edit]
      Oh yeah! From Wednesday(which is today) till Sunday, I do not need to go back to my NIE campus.
      Today's is the last day for the lunar calendar for the year of the Goat. Tomorrow will be the year of the Golden Monkey. Yea! A new year and a new start. I am a year older(according to the lunar calendar) in a couple of days time too... Old liao.... old liao... heeee :wink:
      My family will be out to visit our relatives in the next two days. Our Saturday and Sunday will be either spent at home or to visit friends.
[u][b]Day 1 of CNY: [/b][/u]
We will visit our relatives over at my Dad's side. My Grandma has altogether 12 children -- 7 sons and 5 daughters. My Dad was the third son. What a big family right... So, all brothers, sisters and cousins will gather at my Grandma's place. It will be a funny and rather awkward situation. Some of us, I'm refering to my distant cousins(i.e. my dad's sisters' children), we do not meet up at all. Both my brother and I are in touch with our Dad's brother's children only.
[u][b]Day 2 of CNY:[/b][/u]
We will visit our relatives over at my Mum's side. This will be the most taxing day. My uncles and aunts will "interrogate" me and pressuring me. Sighs.... Cousin Wei will bring our her future husband too. Sighs... Must dig a hole and hide... heeee... :wink: Just joking, I will not escape from this, will face this positively and treat their comments as their love, care and concern for me.

Hopefully my turn to bring my dear-dear home will come soon too. Not to prove that "I also have one", but to assure my parents that they do not need to worry about me too much now. Cos' I am being take care of. My mummy always worry that I am not being taken care of and I will get hurt. Mummy is a traditional-chinese mother. She protects her children under her arms. She won't want her children to be left out or be hurt uneccessarily. Unless she knows and understands that the choice we made are not going to harm us, else she'll show her "red card". Hee... My family is strict on us, especially on me. Simply because I am a girl after all. Sometimes, I would sit down and ask myself... "What kind of a parent would I be in the future? Will I be like Mum? Over-protective of my children?" Like my Mum always say, "You'll be a parent to your children one day and you'll understand why I treated you and your brother in this manner." I see my mum's love for me, I love her dearly too... I would never ever go against her to see her unhappy. I want my Mum to have the best too. Hey.... why am I starting to get emotional when I wrote about my mummy? CNY should be a happy occasion... hee... :wink:
Well... to all our friends out there, Have a Happy Chinese New Year!!!
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What a long and tiring day again....
01.19.04 (4:34 am)   [edit]
      Oh gosh.... What a tiring day for me! I am currently busy with my projects meetings and preparing for my group project presentation for next Tuesday. Time is really tight and have to do as much as we can within our spare time in NIE.
     Seraph had a tiring day too... He got home 10 minutes before 7pm. So heartache to see him work so hard... He bought chicken rice for his dinner. When I asked him to take care and cover blanket when he went to bed. He replied and asked me to cover the blanket for him and tuck him to bed.... sound very sweet right? :oops: :oops: I replied too... I promised him and asked him to look forward to the day that I will be by his side to take care of him, cover blanket for him, tuck him in bed, kiss him good night, hug him when he wakes up and prepare him breakfast. Gosh... he blushed and I blushed too. :oops: :oops: I am serious about this and I am not joking. I will always take care of my man just the same way my man will pamper me. I am looking forward to having a family with a loving husband and lovable kids. I am brought up in a family whereby my mum is a devoted and dedicated housewife. :wink: Although, so far, I still love teaching as my career, I am not a career-minded woman. I am that kind of woman who prefers to stay home and take care of my family and my children. Seeing them being taken care of and growing healthy and joyfully is the greatest achievement as compared to my career.
     Well... Just see how things go for both Seraph and me.
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Wow! What a long, tiring week....
01.17.04 (4:44 am)   [edit]
      Yoz people, I'm back again on my blog... Have been a long and tiring week for me...
      My first week of NIE term was a fun-filled and fruitful one so far. Had my bazaar booth set up from Wednesday to Friday.... Had been an experience for me to run a bazaar. Was indeed tiring and really needed to be on-our-feet... have to restructure the decoration on our booth to make it look more attractive. Well... overall, the sales was good. Have been fun too... :wink: Though I did not get the profit(just blessing my partner with the profits earned) I get to treasure the opportunity for this experience. Really!
      I met Seraph quite a number of times this week... about 3 days... That's a good one...Yesterday, Seraph, his brother, my girlfriend and myself went to China Square to have our dinner. Have been an enjoyable meal! But I do not know why I felt like a clown yesterday... Like as if I am being fooled around by Seraph... Hope I am just being over sensitive... I could not help to think if he's really serious about me... "What you see, is what you get"... Does this statement applies to him and me too? Am I thinking too much? Well... I could not help to think this way... My past haunts me every now and then and I have my fears. Everyone will have their fears. He disappointed me in the past before and I do fear that history will repeat itself. Honestly, it is because of this fear that I dare not love him whole-heartedly. Until the day my heart feels and hears what it suppose to get. Sometimes, really felt like this is a one sided feeling... me being a fool and he just join in the fun to try out... sighs... :cry:
      Suddenly, missed someone... someone I onced loved with my entire heart. Sighs... Kel... You'll never get to see this blog... A man who knows how to mend my heart. A man who will go that extra mile just to plant a surprise for me, to cheer me up, to assure my heart with his sincerity, to know when to appear...
I [i]will never forget [/i]how he appear right before my eyes when I least expected him to and bought lunch for me.
I [i]will also never forget [/i]how he planned such nice, romantic and loving surprises for me that made my heart kept smiling for days...
I [i]will never, never forget[/i] how we went through those thick and thin days together. How our hearts were connected together and overcome so much obstacles in our relationships.
I [i]will never forget [/i]how he held me in his arms, as if I will be gone the next second.
I [i]will never forget [/i]how he pampered me, how he understood my heart, how he assured my heart.
I [i]will never forget[/i] how I had to let him go just because I loved him more than I loved myself.
(I know, I will meet such a man in my life again....
Cos' they broke my heart, they disappointed me...)
[b]To love is not to posses[/b]... Since he'll never passed my parents test, I had to let him go, I cannot let him waste his time on me... I also knew that he'll never break up with me. My only way to let him die his heart for me was to hurt him [b]thoroughly[/b]... to break his heart for me... I know it is silly of me. I swear when I broke off with him, my heart still loves him dearly. It took me many years to get over this... 4 years... He still did not know the entire truth about our broke off. The reasons were no longer important to the both of us now. But, my heart still remembers him and not loves him anymore. But we can never be together anymore. We are still friends and we do not contact one another. We only sent each other greeting cards during festive seasons. There's no way we could be together, up to this moment my parents still do not like him. That's not my main concern now. Whether my parents like him or not now is not important to me. I swear! Not important now... cos' my heart was dead ever since I broke off with the man whom he really loves me and I truly loves him... It was so much later after the recovery that I met Seraph in my life and he brought my heart back to life again... Among all my ex-boyfriends(4 of them)... Besides doing so much for Kel, who is my first boyfriend, I did the most for Seraph... I have not seen myself putting in as much effort as I should for my second and third boyfriend. Well... it just came naturally... without much thinking... :wink:
      But I do know... I would not meet and find a man who will love me, treasure me, cherish me, pamper me, understand me as much as Kel did. I am not making a comparison... Cannot compare one man with another man in a relationship. Just that, I am starting to lose confidence in my love life... especially one disappointment after another. I am still hanging on with a little hope left... :cry:
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Chinatown Trip...
01.14.04 (2:38 am)   [edit]
Yoz... Yesterday was a busy day for me... I lost my pencil case :( It was indeed silly of me to lost my pencil case. Sighs... was busy with my assignment meetings so rushing from one meeting to another. So must have left my pencil case in the tutorial after my last meeting. Oh gosh... the stationeries are gone. I lost a very sentimental pencil... It was bought by my 1st boyfriend. My ex bought the pencil for me at of our casual outing. I just passed a casual comment that the pencil is unique and he bought it for me when I am not noticing him. Not an expensive pencil... but it holds a value... Have been using it for many years too. Now it's gone...
I guess it is destined to lose the pencil. Was very upset in the begining but got over it very fast soon... The past is like the pencil... gone with the wind, when must I let my moo be affected by just a pencil. Pencil will not be with me anymore but the thoughfulness of my ex will still stay in my heart. We are still friends and only friends forever...
I met up with Seraph and his Brother at Wisma then we went to Chinatown. Both men bought new jeans and pants for the New Year. I did not spot any stuff I like there.. so I did not get anything. But the whole outing was fun... Basically listening to the two cute men talking to each other in Hokkein and cantonese. I could only understand what they spoke but I was not able to speak fluently, so must well keep quiet or express in English. Hee... so cute right... heee... was indeed fun! :D
Seraph saw me up the bus before he headed home. I came home at about 11pm. Had a long day but overall I am glad.
Today, I thought of Wendy. She's a nice girl. I could introduce to Seraph's brother. Hopefully something will work out for them. Hee... :wink:
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Heee... I am fine now...
01.12.04 (5:42 am)   [edit]
    & nbsp; Oh well... Today's day had been a long one... But was a very happy one...
I am better today... more or less the assignments were here. Gotta start planning when to start doing them. Better to start early and slowly touch up before the dateline.
    & nbsp; I asked Seraph to if we could meet up today after my lecture at 4.30pm. He was there for me. He was there since 3pm and waited for me for 2hours... so touched. He sacriface his rest time to meet me. I am truly grateful and appreciate him even more. He was very tired after our meet. Hope he will have a good rest later and complete his work. After pouring out my hearts to him on what happened to me the past two days, I sort of felt so much lighter and better. Looks like he's my "cure". Hee.... :oops: Also, I got to know him even more.... I always think he had went through alot, more than what I see from him... I am right... He shared his story with me... I am grateful that he shared with me... Provided me a chance to know him even more. Thank God. Thank God for him too.
    & nbsp; He enlightened me that I should think simple. He some how knew I would not. Hee... :) I could not promise that I will set my mind to think simple in such a short time. But I can promise that I will try my best to think simple and be happy. :)
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Sobs... Sobs...
01.11.04 (5:57 am)   [edit]
      I am gonna cry again... Just sent Seraph a sms to explain that it is not that I did not keep my promise to have meal with him and his brothers. Instead, I should not meet them with this sulked face... I will threw his face away... On the other hand, how I wished I had not met my uncle and all these would not have affected my mood so badly for the past two days. And would be able to enjoy this last day of my holidays with my love one. What a 'GREAT' start of the new term for me!
      He asked me what's running in my mind... Know what I did? I prayed... I prayed to see him appeared right before my eyes. Stupid gal! He's not a saint... how to appear??? So silly.... Then I think he got annoyed.. I could not be sure... I really doubt so but I could not analyse what's he's thinking cos' my head is spinning with stress from my relatives... my parents do not stress me on this relationship matters nowadays... they know I am seeing Seraph and I kept them updated. And they let me handle on my own this time...
     Sighs... I could not get the words out, wonder was it that I had been accumulating it for too long till I do not know how to release it out... Sighs... :cry: Or is it my heart feels that saying it out makes no difference? Sighs....:cry:
Oh what a day!!... Radio station is playing a heart-broken love song... tears welled up in my eyes again... sighs... :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
I just 'murdered' myself in the kick-boxing. My friends found me weird today. I workout extra hard today... I am not so tough in the past few classes. But this evening rather weird. I told them a lie... I said maybe getting stronger and gave them a smile and went to get changed.
     Tomorrow term starts... will REALLY occupied myself... I had almost lost my appetite. Basically did not eat anything much today... I only took a bite of sandwich, a glass of milk, half portion of my usual lunch and a glass of milo.. this is what I ate for the day. Tomorrow... since out of house in NIE, I will be able to skip breakfast and lunch... but will have to eat half portion of my dinner, cannot let mum worried... must eat a little to please her... :(
     Hey! Seraph replied... looks like I am right that he's not annoyed... he gave me sms hugs...asked me please not to cry. Tears welled up in my eyes again... sighs... :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
    & nbsp;Going to bed now... going to cry my way to dreamland... :cry:
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Crying..... :(
01.10.04 (10:34 pm)   [edit]
      My mood is still as bad... worst than before.... :cry:
      First, I did not go to church today then I rejected Seraph outing with his brothers.... Suddenly hate myself very much. Why such things must happen???? :(
      I have been very angry with myself since last evening till this moment. Ever since my last blog for today at 10am, I kept myself so busy... Got the vacuum cleaner, a rag, a pail of water and lock myself in my own room, blast the CD-player with lots of sad songs... then start my self-torture... :cry: Kept cleaning my room, every inch every corner... scrub and scrub, clean and clean, mop and mop... never stop till 2pm. Did not have much appetite to eat too.... Sighs... :( Sounds like self-destruction...Hahahah.... sobs sobs... :cry:
      Know what, I cried when I was cleaning... so silly right... I was half-way through and I just broke down.... Could not remember was it the song I played hit the sour part in my heart that made me broke down... I could not even recall which song was played. I cried as I cleaned my room... when I stepped out of my room, my eyes were sore. My brother saw it and asked what happened to me. I just shook my head. He got even more worried and asked me if there were problems between Seraph and me[i](He knew that I am seeing Seraph)[/i]. I shook my head again. :(
I had nothing to do, so I ironed my clothes... after ironing, really nothing left to do. So I came online again. Sighs.... :cry:
      I will be going out shortly to do my hair. Then, I'll go for my kick-boxing... See... I am not letting myself to rest at all... So heartbreaking if anyone would see me in this state... This is just the beginning and I could not take it liao... the worst will be coming very soon, I knew it. CNY is drawing nearer and nearer... Oh God... please do not let me cry on CNY days... Crying over such silly issue is indeed stupid. But I am very stressed up. Bottled up for too long will explode one... My patience has a limit... Has a peak...
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Sick... Sick... :(
01.10.04 (5:46 pm)   [edit]
      I did not sleep well last night. This morning I woke up at 7.30am feeling terrible. I am not able to attend church service today. So I had informed my Sister in Christ to get me the Sermon CD for today and to lend me her notes for the sermon so that I could catch up with the sermon. I lost my appetite to have my breakfast too. I only grab a small bite and have a glass of milk. Sighs... :?
      Anyway, I will be cleaning up my room later... Get something to do to occupied my brain cells and not to think so much. Then, I'll still need to return to my salon to trim my curly-wolly hair and to add colors to it in the late afternoon. I am still in my bad mood... hope that I am still rational enough to make the right decision on the right tone to be used on my hair later. Sighs.... :? I'll still proceed for my evening's Kick-boxing class... Going to 'kill' myself there.
      Well... tomorrow my NIE term starts. Going to be a 'rushy' and busy day. My first class for the new term is Dr Ng's Maths, which will starts from 10.30am to 12.30pm. After which I have to collect a set of notes from his office to work on the Powerpoint slides for him. After which, I'll need to meet up with Sharon, our Trainee Teacher's Club member, to sign my contract for our bazaar from Wednesday to Friday on NIE campus. Then, I will have to meet up with my cell group at our usual spot(we call it our HQ) at NIE canteen level 2(Arcade) to collect my Sermon notes and CD and to have a short sharing before lunch. After lunch, I have to meet two friends separately outside the Lecture Threatre 10 mins before the lecture... Gotta return a music CD to a friend and get something, which I do not know what it is, from another friend. Lastly, to attend the lecture and this will end at 4.30pm. Home Sweet Home....
      Wah... what a tight schedule for tomorrow man! :?
[LINE]
 
What's the hurry!?!?!?!?
01.10.04 (4:55 am)   [edit]
      I just got home. I went out to Popular to grab some stuff for my new school term. On my way out of the mall, I met my uncle. He invited me to join him and his family for dinner in a Japanese resturant. I rejected his offer in the first place. But he insisted that I come along... He wants to know how's my studies in NIE... By the way, he's my guarantor.
      Well... over dinner, Uncle asked about my new hair style and complimented that I am much pettier now. Then, he proceeded to ask about my studies in NIE. He asked me if I have any plans to further my studies. Lastly, he went on to my relationship. :? Aunt added that I am at the age to get into a relationship. In the past, they kept reminding me to study hard... now they kept pressuring me with this. They started this stress early last year. This year the stress is greater because I am going to start real working. They do not expect me to get married so early, but having a steady at this age now is the right time. I told them this kind of matter has to depend on fate. No point hurrying... They also advice me to get a good guy with good characters... I REALLY lost all my energy explaining. I truly know they care for me. But this kind of stuff is no child-play. As they have said, I am not young anymore. Of course I got to be serious with what I am doing. Even if I am attached, cannot let them know too... they will want to see my man. That's what happen to my eldest female cousin... Had to bring her man over on the 1st day of Chinese New Year last year. Then, that will be another stressful story to tell.... Arghhhhh..... :cry:
      I did not have a good evening today... I am currently really upset over this. Arghhhhhhh!!!!! How I wish I will not wake up tommorrow. I will have no more such unwanted stress!!! What's the hurry? The more they kept pressing me, the more I will escape from this issue. Do not want to go out now. Just want to hide in my room. Tomorrow's kick-boxing session will be a tough one for me. I'll 'kill' myself there. That's my one and only way to vent out my anger. Arghhhhh!!!! :cry:
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Assignments are Here...
01.09.04 (7:54 pm)   [edit]
      Wah!!! Woo Hoo.... :wink: My NIE Final term will commence next Monday, 12th January. We have not officially stepped into our lessons yet and some of the Assignments have been uploaded onto the Portal! So fast right? Could sense that stress will be here really soon again... We have only 6 weeks to complete all 4 modules and all the up-coming tests and assignments. My momentum for the new term is still not here yet... Usually I'll get started once I get hold my assignments. This will be my fourth semester, which is also my final semester, maybe immune to all the hectic work schedule and all the last minute rush.... hey that's challenging and exciting man!!! Must be efficient even at last minute work! Hee... Thank God again... Scored relatively well even for last minute. :wink: We really have to get used to last minute work, you know... in real teaching days, (from previous experience) there'll definitely be lots of last minute and 'rushy' work to be done. Anyway, really thank God I have no classes on every Wednesday and Friday. Yeah! :wink:
      It will be another fun-filled time! Most of us will be in the same class again, especially for our maths module(same class for all 4 semesters). Every maths lesson is like a family gathering, brought light snacks (ie. tidbits, chocolates, sweets, biscuits... etc) into class and we basically shout across the class, like nobody business, sounds like in a 'KopiTiam'... Even our tutor had become our friend, heh! [i](Hey, where's the class rules? Sorry no rules here, we [b]rule[/b] the rules! :twisted: ) [/i] :lol:
      Although there will be stress in the work load, I am still looking forward to be back into NIE. Just get it over and done with and proceed on to my Practicum II. 6 weeks will be gone in just a wink of an eye...
      No worries, will definitely have time for my Seraph, my Holy family, friends and also my own family. Will and a must to make time for special people in your life... Yea! :oops:
[LINE]
 
Not Too Bad After All...
01.07.04 (8:18 pm)   [edit]
Hey, I visited my hair salon again to buy a bottle of hair oil(Non-oily) lotion for my curls. The other hair stylist complimented on my curls. I met up with Seraph yesterday too. Took the chance to ask if my curls are really that bad(as discribed by my dear brother). Thank God! Seraph did not dislike my new look. Else, I'll cry. Hee... He said that my curls were fine. Looks like my new hair style is not too bad after all. :wink:
Well... the curls are starting to loosen a little. This will make it look more natural now. I applied lots of oil to condition my new hair. I am basically carrying this small bottle oil everywhere I go now. I will have to apply it to my hair whenever I feel it's dry. This is to prevent it from getting too dry and damaged. Sighs, what to do? Want to have a good look with curls, have to put in effort to maintain and take care of it.
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A New Hair Style?!?
01.06.04 (4:45 am)   [edit]
     Wow! :o I had just got another two blogs up this morning.
"Fairy Angel"/Katherine's Personal Momento:
This is for me to deposit my thoughts, feelings and inspirations.
"Cupid Angel"/Aladdin and Jasmine Momento:
This is for me to share my feelings and thoughts over my relationship with my Aladdin.
"Guardian Angel"/Katherine's Spiritual Growth Momento:
This is for me to share my testimonies with friends and people out there. Read about God's work and love on me.
~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..~..
     Besides having my other two blogs uploaded, I did something incredible! I went to a hair salon in Westmall(Bukit Batok) to have a new hair style. I was in the salon since 2.30pm and got home at 7.00pm. I sat in the salon for a good old 4 hours. I witnessed how my beautiful, long, straight hair being "prosecuted" to become curly-wolly. Yupz... I just had a Ceramic Perm on my straight hair. My curls start from below my ears.
     Hey... I was very worried before I went for my perm. Asked my friends how's theirs before I did mine. I was afraid that the shape of my face is not suitable for the perm. I really hesitated. So before I make my decision, I seek my own hairstylist for advice. He has been attending to my hair for a good old 6 years. He assured me that my hair will be fine after the perm. It would not look dead, lame or damaged. I trust him and have confidence in him, or else I won't have him to attend to my hair for so many years. Oh well... I am satisfied with my new hair style. Look fine to me... So I went home happily....
     When I got home, my brother poured cold waters on me. He claimed that my previous look(long, straight hair) was much better. He said that I look like a mad woman with curls. My heart sank. :cry: So I dashed to take a look in the mirror... not so bad(I felt)... curls are like that... Personally, I don't think I look as bad as before... hee... Maybe my dear brother had yet to appreciate ladies with curly hair, heh. Anyway, the curls will drop and be more natural after a few wash...
     But on second thought, maybe I should avoid seeing Seraph... :? hee... Maybe he'll faint like my brother and disappeared into no where after that?? "Is this crazy woman my friend?!" HAhaha...
     Let's see how it goes as the days goes... I'll be hightlighting my hair to natural dark brown this Sunday. I will update you again as to how it is... sighs.... :? heee...[LINE]
 
First Attempt!!
01.04.04 (7:34 am)   [edit]
Wow! Thank God!! I've just found a new pastime... blogging... gonna start playing around with this new "IN" stuff tommorrow onwards...

WOW!!! Kat can now writes her emotions online!!!

Gonna sleep now... will work on it tomorrow!!!

Goodie Nitez... :wink:
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For the Month of December

To Do List:

- Catch at least 2 movies
- Gym sessions once every week
- Bible sharing every week
- Every Tuesday nite out


Schedule:

December 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Blade Trinity
2. National Treasure


November 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Polar Express
2. The Incredibles


October 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Wimbledon


Schedule:

September 2004
1: Teacher's Day
4: 1-wk Vacation Starts
5: Pilates[11]
5: Pilates[11]
6: Orchard(Sushi Tei)
8: Raffles Place(Sakae Sushi)
10: Hair Spa
11: Dira’s Wedding
12: 1-wk Vacation Ends
12: Kick-boxing[1]
17: West Mall(Sakae Sushi)
19: Kick-boxing[2]
26: Pilates[1]
26: Kick-boxing[3]

Movies Caught:
1.Garfield
2.The Terminal


Schedule:

August 2004
1: Pilates[6]
3: Play at DBS Art Ctr-Woman in Black
4: NIE(Collect gown)
6: Gym & Movie
8: Pilates[7]
9: National Day
10: Gym & Outing
13: NIE Graduation(SIS)
15: Pilates[8]
17: Yes! You stand a chance Seraph(2003)
17: Holland Village(Michelangelo's)
21: Submit Application(SIM)
22: Pilates[9]
23: Seraph's DOB
24: Orchard(DOME)
28: Teacher's Day Dinner(Suntec)
29: Pilates[10]

Movies Caught:
1.House of Daggers
2.The Village
3.The NoteBook


July 2004
I was Missing In Action
Recuperating from the broken Relationship ...

Movies Caught:
1. King Arthur


June 2004
I was Missing In Action
28: 1st day in School

Movies Caught:
1. Home on the Range
2. Shrek 2
3. Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Chronicles of the Riddick


May 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Van Helsing


April 2004
2: CT EL Obs(3)
4: Kickboxing[4]
5: CT Maths Obs(4)
6: CT EL Obs(5)
9: Good Friday
10: Brother's Birthday!
9: Good Friday
11: Kickboxing[5]
14: Sup Meets CTs
16: Last Day of Pract II
18: Kickboxing[6]
24: EED200 Report
25: Kickboxing[7]

Movies Caught:
1. 50 First Dates
2. Koma


March 2004
1: Gym Session
7: Kickboxing[12]
8: Mum's Birthday!
8: Gym Session
13: 1-wk Vacation Starts
14: Kickboxing[1]
19: My Birthday!
21: Kickboxing[2]
21: Outing(Seraph)
21: 1-wk Vacation Ends
23: CT Maths Obs(1)
24: CT Sci Obs(2)
26: NIE Sup Obs(1)
28: Kickboxing[3]
30: NIE Sup Obs(2)

Movies Caught:
1. The Haunted Mansion


February 2004
1: Hari Raya Haji
2: Outing(Seraph)
3: EED200 Grp Report
4: Outing(Seraph)
6: NIE Pract II Posting
8: Kickboxing[8]
9: HDB(Get keys)
13: Visit new house
13: Pals Gathering
14: Valentine's Day
15: Kickboxing[9]
16: NIE Bazaar
17: NIE Bazaar
17: ECM202 Quiz
18: NIE Bazaar
20: ECE202 Ind + Grp
20: ECM202 Ind
22: Kickboxing[10]
23: 1st Day(Pract II)
26: Outing(Seraph)
29: Kickboxing[11]

Movies Caught:
1. Peter Pan
2. Big Fish


January 2004
1: New Year
4: Kickboxing[4]
6: Appointment(Hair)
7: Outing(Seraph)
11: Appointment(Hair)
11: Kickboxing[5]
12: NIE Sem 4 Starts
12: Outing(Seraph)
13: Outing(Seraph)
14: NIE Bazaar
15: NIE Bazaar
16: NIE Bazaar
16: Outing(Seraph)
18: Kickboxing[6]
21: CNY Eve
21: Outing(Seraph)
22: Chinese New Year
23: Chinese New Year
25: Kickboxing[7]
28: NIE Pract II Briefing
28: Outing(Seraph)

Movies Caught:
1. The Last Samurai




New Year Resolutions:

- Continue to think positive
- Have at least an overseas trip
- Have more relaxations than work
- Eat healthy and exercise regularly
- Be more successful in my life and work
- Be more joyful and loving at heart than 2003
- Find my Mr Right and be more down-to-earth
- A new home, A new working environment, A new me! A fresh start!



For the Month of August

To Do List:

- Catch at least 2 movies
- Gym sessions once every week
- Bible sharing every week
- Every Tuesday nite out



Schedule:

August 2004
1: Pilates[6]
3: Play at DBS Art Ctr "Woman in Black"
4: NIE(Collect gown)
6: Gym + Movie
8: Pilates[7]
9: National Day
10: Gym + Outing
13: NIE Graduation(SIS)
15: Pilates[8]
17: "Yes! You stand a chance, Seraph"-2003
17: Holland Village(Michelangelo's)
21: Submit Application(SIM)
22: Pilates[9]
23: Seraph's DOB
24: Orchard(DOME)
28: Teacher's Day Dinner(Suntec)
29: Pilates[10]

Movies Caught:
1.House of Daggers
2.The Village
3.NoteBook


July 2004
I was Missing In Action
Recuperating from the broken Relationship ...

Movies Caught:
1. King Arthur


June 2004
I was Missing In Action
28: 1st day in School

Movies Caught:
1. Home on the Range
2. Shrek 2
3. Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Chronicles of the Riddick


May 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Van Helsing


April 2004
2: CT EL Obs(3)
4: Kickboxing[4]
5: CT Maths Obs(4)
6: CT EL Obs(5)
9: Good Friday
10: Brother's Birthday!
9: Good Friday
11: Kickboxing[5]
14: Sup Meets CTs
16: Last Day of Pract II
18: Kickboxing[6]
24: EED200 Report
25: Kickboxing[7]

Movies Caught:
1. 50 First Dates
2. Koma


March 2004
1: Gym Session
7: Kickboxing[12]
8: Mum's Birthday!
8: Gym Session
13: 1-wk Vacation Starts
14: Kickboxing[1]
19: My Birthday!
21: Kickboxing[2]
21: Outing(Seraph)
21: 1-wk Vacation Ends
23: CT Maths Obs(1)
24: CT Sci Obs(2)
26: NIE Sup Obs(1)
28: Kickboxing[3]
30: NIE Sup Obs(2)

Movies Caught:
1. The Haunted Mansion


February 2004
1: Hari Raya Haji
2: Outing(Seraph)
3: EED200 Grp Report
4: Outing(Seraph)
6: NIE Pract II Posting
8: Kickboxing[8]
9: HDB(Get keys)
13: Visit new house
13: Pals Gathering
14: Valentine's Day
15: Kickboxing[9]
16: NIE Bazaar
17: NIE Bazaar
17: ECM202 Quiz
18: NIE Bazaar
20: ECE202 Ind + Grp
20: ECM202 Ind
22: Kickboxing[10]
23: 1st Day(Pract II)
26: Outing(Seraph)
29: Kickboxing[11]

Movies Caught:
1. Peter Pan
2. Big Fish


January 2004
1: New Year
4: Kickboxing[4]
6: Appointment(Hair)
7: Outing(Seraph)
11: Appointment(Hair)
11: Kickboxing[5]
12: NIE Sem 4 Starts
12: Outing(Seraph)
13: Outing(Seraph)
14: NIE Bazaar
15: NIE Bazaar
16: NIE Bazaar
16: Outing(Seraph)
18: Kickboxing[6]
21: CNY Eve
21: Outing(Seraph)
22: Chinese New Year
23: Chinese New Year
25: Kickboxing[7]
28: NIE Pract II Briefing
28: Outing(Seraph)

Movies Caught:
1. The Last Samurai




New Year Resolutions:

- Continue to think positive
- Have at least an overseas trip
- Have more relaxations than work
- Eat healthy and exercise regularly
- Be more successful in my life and work
- Be more joyful and loving at heart than 2003
- Find my Mr Right and be more down-to-earth
- A new home, A new working environment, A new me! A fresh start!



For the Month of August

To Do List:

- Catch at least 2 movies
- Gym sessions once every week
- Bible sharing every week
- Every Tuesday nite out



Schedule:

August 2004
1: Pilates[6]
3: Play at DBS Art Ctr "Woman in Black"
4: NIE(Collect gown)
6: Gym & Movie
8: Pilates[7]
9: National Day
10: Gym & Outing
13: NIE Graduation(SIS)
15: Pilates[8]
17: "Yes! You stand a chance, Seraph"-2003
17: Holland Village(Michelangelo's)
21: Submit Application(SIM)
22: Pilates[9]
23: Seraph's DOB
24: Orchard(DOME)
28: Teacher's Day Dinner(Suntec)
29: Pilates[10]

Movies Caught:
1.House of Daggers
2.The Village
3.NoteBook


July 2004
I was Missing In Action
Recuperating from the broken Relationship ...

Movies Caught:
1. King Arthur


June 2004
I was Missing In Action
28: 1st day in School

Movies Caught:
1. Home on the Range
2. Shrek 2
3. Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Chronicles of the Riddick


May 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Van Helsing


April 2004
2: CT EL Obs(3)
4: Kickboxing[4]
5: CT Maths Obs(4)
6: CT EL Obs(5)
9: Good Friday
10: Brother's Birthday!
9: Good Friday
11: Kickboxing[5]
14: Sup Meets CTs
16: Last Day of Pract II
18: Kickboxing[6]
24: EED200 Report
25: Kickboxing[7]

Movies Caught:
1. 50 First Dates
2. Koma


March 2004
1: Gym Session
7: Kickboxing[12]
8: Mum's Birthday!
8: Gym Session
13: 1-wk Vacation Starts
14: Kickboxing[1]
19: My Birthday!
21: Kickboxing[2]
21: Outing(Seraph)
21: 1-wk Vacation Ends
23: CT Maths Obs(1)
24: CT Sci Obs(2)
26: NIE Sup Obs(1)
28: Kickboxing[3]
30: NIE Sup Obs(2)

Movies Caught:
1. The Haunted Mansion


February 2004
1: Hari Raya Haji
2: Outing(Seraph)
3: EED200 Grp Report
4: Outing(Seraph)
6: NIE Pract II Posting
8: Kickboxing[8]
9: HDB(Get keys)
13: Visit new house
13: Pals Gathering
14: Valentine's Day
15: Kickboxing[9]
16: NIE Bazaar
17: NIE Bazaar
17: ECM202 Quiz
18: NIE Bazaar
20: ECE202 Ind + Grp
20: ECM202 Ind
22: Kickboxing[10]
23: 1st Day(Pract II)
26: Outing(Seraph)
29: Kickboxing[11]

Movies Caught:
1. Peter Pan
2. Big Fish


January 2004
1: New Year
4: Kickboxing[4]
6: Appointment(Hair)
7: Outing(Seraph)
11: Appointment(Hair)
11: Kickboxing[5]
12: NIE Sem 4 Starts
12: Outing(Seraph)
13: Outing(Seraph)
14: NIE Bazaar
15: NIE Bazaar
16: NIE Bazaar
16: Outing(Seraph)
18: Kickboxing[6]
21: CNY Eve
21: Outing(Seraph)
22: Chinese New Year
23: Chinese New Year
25: Kickboxing[7]
28: NIE Pract II Briefing
28: Outing(Seraph)

Movies Caught:
1. The Last Samurai




New Year Resolutions:

- Continue to think positive
- Have at least an overseas trip
- Have more relaxations than work
- Eat healthy and exercise regularly
- Be more successful in my life and work
- Be more joyful and loving at heart than 2003
- Find my Mr Right and be more down-to-earth
- A new home, A new working environment, A new me! A fresh start!



For the Month of August

To Do List:

- Catch at least 2 movies
- Gym sessions once every week
- Bible sharing every week
- Every Tuesday nite out



Schedule:

August 2004
1: Pilates[6]
3: Play at DBS Art Ctr "Woman in Black"
4: NIE(Collect gown)
6: Gym + Movie
8: Pilates[7]
9: National Day
10: Gym + Outing
13: NIE Graduation(SIS)
15: Pilates[8]
17: "Yes! You stand a chance, Seraph"-2003
17: Holland Village(Michelangelo's)
21: Submit Application(SIM)
22: Pilates[9]
23: Seraph's DOB
24: Orchard(DOME)
28: Teacher's Day Dinner(Suntec)
29: Pilates[10]

Movies Caught:
1.House of Daggers
2.The Village
3.NoteBook


July 2004
I was Missing In Action
Recuperating from the broken Relationship ...

Movies Caught:
1. King Arthur


June 2004
I was Missing In Action
28: 1st day in School

Movies Caught:
1. Home on the Range
2. Shrek 2
3. Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Chronicles of the Riddick


May 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Van Helsing


April 2004
2: CT EL Obs(3)
4: Kickboxing[4]
5: CT Maths Obs(4)
6: CT EL Obs(5)
9: Good Friday
10: Brother's Birthday!
9: Good Friday
11: Kickboxing[5]
14: Sup Meets CTs
16: Last Day of Pract II
18: Kickboxing[6]
24: EED200 Report
25: Kickboxing[7]

Movies Caught:
1. 50 First Dates
2. Koma


March 2004
1: Gym Session
7: Kickboxing[12]
8: Mum's Birthday!
8: Gym Session
13: 1-wk Vacation Starts
14: Kickboxing[1]
19: My Birthday!
21: Kickboxing[2]
21: Outing(Seraph)
21: 1-wk Vacation Ends
23: CT Maths Obs(1)
24: CT Sci Obs(2)
26: NIE Sup Obs(1)
28: Kickboxing[3]
30: NIE Sup Obs(2)

Movies Caught:
1. The Haunted Mansion


February 2004
1: Hari Raya Haji
2: Outing(Seraph)
3: EED200 Grp Report
4: Outing(Seraph)
6: NIE Pract II Posting
8: Kickboxing[8]
9: HDB(Get keys)
13: Visit new house
13: Pals Gathering
14: Valentine's Day
15: Kickboxing[9]
16: NIE Bazaar
17: NIE Bazaar
17: ECM202 Quiz
18: NIE Bazaar
20: ECE202 Ind + Grp
20: ECM202 Ind
22: Kickboxing[10]
23: 1st Day(Pract II)
26: Outing(Seraph)
29: Kickboxing[11]

Movies Caught:
1. Peter Pan
2. Big Fish


January 2004
1: New Year
4: Kickboxing[4]
6: Appointment(Hair)
7: Outing(Seraph)
11: Appointment(Hair)
11: Kickboxing[5]
12: NIE Sem 4 Starts
12: Outing(Seraph)
13: Outing(Seraph)
14: NIE Bazaar
15: NIE Bazaar
16: NIE Bazaar
16: Outing(Seraph)
18: Kickboxing[6]
21: CNY Eve
21: Outing(Seraph)
22: Chinese New Year
23: Chinese New Year
25: Kickboxing[7]
28: NIE Pract II Briefing
28: Outing(Seraph)

Movies Caught:
1. The Last Samurai




New Year Resolutions:

- Continue to think positive
- Have at least an overseas trip
- Have more relaxations than work
- Eat healthy and exercise regularly
- Be more successful in my life and work
- Be more joyful and loving at heart than 2003
- Find my Mr Right and be more down-to-earth
- A new home, A new working environment, A new me! A fresh start!