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I am back once again... Happy and Lovely...
04.28.04 (12:50 am)   [edit]
Well.. It had indeed been quite a while since I last wrote. I am getting used to the days without having to think about Seraph, without having to miss him, without having to keep waiting for him to sms me.

I thought I was too sensitive to the issue between him and me. Till his Buddy--Eric SMS to hint me and shared how this whole situation was like. Since he wanted to let go too, I shall not stop him. The reason is simply that I am very disappointed in him for the last time. This was infact a lost and found relationship and he rather give me up for his studies even when I did not demand him for his time. Well... fine... I respect his decision. We had a silent break... In the first place, I really could not believe that he really wanted a break... cos' although we had alot of silence in the past... things are still as sweet... Well... Since it's over... I am not brooding over it. I took a good rest to recover.... To lose me is no big deal to him. This time, he is just too selfish and had hurt me deep enough. I had done what a girlfriend should and I have no regrets. That was great too! At least I know, in the future, I will not let him come into my life anymore.

Now, I am happier once again... I have new suitors around me now. It's always lovely when you are being loved and being taken care of. Well... all in all, I would not hate Seraph. For he will hate himself more for giving me up.

This broke off gave me another new life with another. I felt loved and being cherished. He gave me time to recover and is confident that he will heal my wound in no time.... and he did... with his sincerity and his love. I asked for time to recover and he did give me the allowance to do so. THe rest will leave it to time to tell.

Seraph... If you really get to read this, I will like you to know this... We could not be couples... but we can still stay as friends and as a colleague soon too. May you find yur own happiness soon too. Anyway, well all in all, thanks for everything in the past. God Bless!
[LINE]
 
LOng time....
04.20.04 (8:10 am)   [edit]
Well... It has been a long time since i last wrote. Last week had been an emotional week. On both Thursday and Friday I had a Farewell party from my students... They were sweet enough to organise the party for me. It was indeed a memorable one. I will never forget them.

At the same time, Seraph's buddy got my mobile phone number and kept in contact with me.... Seraph knew about this as he is the one who gave him my number. Well...

Weird... I have so much inside me to write but was lost of words... hopefully, tomorrow I will write a longer one...
[LINE]
 
THE END....
04.17.04 (7:44 am)   [edit]
It's the end of Seraph and me. He had sort of initiated the break up. It was mean of him. I saw him online yesterday night. I asked him why he did not MSG me. He claimed that he was not aware that the chat was turned on. Then he go on to say "I know it is unfair to you. Sorrie... you know what I mean." This morning, I sms him regarding this. He explained that he felt bad that he could not spend time with me. He flet bad that he had to keep me waiting. I asked him if that was the end of our relationship, he never replied till now. I asked him if he had me in his heart. Again, he never replied. I knew for sure, this is true. If it is not true, he will immediately respond to it. But in fact, he did not. This was his second time leaving me. He found me and now he wanted to leave me for his selfishness. He never cared about my feelings. He thought that's the best medicine for me... But in fact, that's the worst! He shattered the pillar... the pillar of strength in me. It's always worth waiting for someone who has the heart for me. I knew he is busy and that's why I never ever demand him for anything... I may grumble about some annoyance through the blog but that's my way and the only way I could vent it out... but I never express it to him... reason being simple... to tell you that I am not annoyed was a lie. So I must have a mean, a channel for me to release it out. After which reflect upon it and stand in his shoes to view things and then forgive him and continue my life with him. Also to stand by him and give him my support whenever I needed to. Time will let me get used to this.

He just sent me this...."Nothing, just a passing comment saying its not fair that you wait and wait." I replied him..."Hee.... So what would you suggest me to do? To have a break up?"

It took him quite some time to get me back and now... now he wanted to give me up. What am I to him? If he insisted then, I will respect him and agree to him. Yes, even though my heart do not want to. Perhaps, he will feel less stressful and he could really concentrate in his work and studies. To love is not to posses, it is to sacriface. If he's really happy about this, I will respect his decision and have a clean break up with him... I will give myself time to recover before I move on... As long as he's happy, I'll be happy too...
[LINE]
 
So disappointing!!!!
04.13.04 (6:18 am)   [edit]
I am so disappointed with Seraph now. Now I am going to vent it out here...

Miss him like nobody's business and he doesn't seems to even care about it? I sms him today if he's interested to catch the MGS musical play in July... he replied shortly with just two words, "sorry, no". I am not angry that he does not want to catch the play. Cos' I believe it is partly that he is not interested in the MGS thingy and moreover, he may not have the time. What makes me disappointed is that...After so long we had not sms one another and his first few words were those.... He did not even asked how I am doing, whether I am fine or not? I know he is busy but this is too much for him to neglect me. I keep on reminding myself that he's busy and he will do a good job if he has the time... Am I finding excuses for him? I am so sad. I am so disappointed. Many people have said that no matter how busy each other will be, there should be a manner of communication. He should not neglect me... I am not asking him to be by my side all the time... but it seems like I am invisble to him.... Where do I stand in his life? Am I in his heart? I hate this feeling of disappearing and never respond. My previous EX is like that too... broke off then regret... why man are all like that? Then came back to look for me... what am I? I am a human. I have my feelings... I am a normal gal too. I also need someone to take care of, to cherish and to love. But not as to treat me invisible and could not be bothered...

Sighs... Is he planning to leave me? If so, can he just say so... and not to torture me? I have some guys waiting for me and have been nice to me... I told them I have Seraph in my heart and no man can fit in now. They know I whole-heartedly I am for Seraph. SIghs... if Seraph just can't be bothered with me, can he just say and freed me from the torture? If he loves me, then can he just be nicer to me? I am at a peak of being torn apart now... Stuck and do not know what he's up to and felt so miserable here. Like an idiot sitting here for nothing. You know how that feels? It feels like I am one-sided in this relationship... If he don't cherish me, then others will.
[LINE]
 
Still sick...
04.12.04 (7:17 am)   [edit]
I am still sick. I still go to school as usual. Despite my bad sorethoat, flu and fever, I still conduct my class. Hope none of my students get sick because of me. Know what, most of my students were sick too. Well, it's always like that after the long weekends.

Oh yes, I had received my cold pills. Not only did I recieved the one I needed but also the essentials. My friend got me the Panadol Cold Relief Tablets, the Cold relief drink and also a packet of the Fisherman's lozenges. So thoughtful! I am blessed to have this friend.

Well... my best medicine is still my Seraph. All in all still miss him. Sighs... work and work... our work had been a great obstacle and hinder between us. Argh!!! Just hope these days will be gone soon... I will be here to stand by you and support you in whatever you do. Missing you always.
[LINE]
 
Sick... Sick...
04.11.04 (3:12 am)   [edit]
I am sick again! Yesterday and today I was lying in my bed... Suffer from a terrible flu and felt feverish. Now, having dry cough. My voice sound so coarse now. I had popped in some flu pills and drank cough syrup. But still, it did not help much. Hee... a friend joked that I am love sick. I am running out of cold pills. Tomorrow someone will pass me a brand new packet. Hee... This friend heard that I ran out of pills and I am too weak to grab the pills so offered to get it for me by tomorrow. Actually, this friend even wanted to send it down for me. But it was not convenient so I do not want my friend to travel all the way here. It is so nice of this friend.

I am craving for sushi! Long time I had not visited Sakae. It's about two months since I last went. Planning one next week or the following week.

I SMS Seraph to ask him to take care. He did not respond. Guessed he's busy again. Sighs... Anyway, as long as in his mist of busy work he had not forgotten that there's still a me somewhere in this world, I'll be delighted.

Next week will be my last week in MGS. This Wednesday we will be going out to buy gifts for our CTs and our students. I will be taking some photographs with my Primary 5 students. I will be missing them. Such sweet and funky gals! Everyday, I am in contact with one of my Primary 5 gal through email. Once in a while she'll sms me too. I will be missing her dearly too. Hey, I hate this! I hate the scene of departure. So unbearable... I will be missing Joey too. He always like to tease me. Actually, he is kind enough to entertain me with those nonsense to make the tense and stress atmosphere in the staff room a more pleasant one. Without him around was tough, especially on our observation days. The visualiser or the computer will be down. Without him around, we'll suffer even more. He had not been teasing me for many many days, which is great!

Just look at how time flies. 7 weeks will be gone just like that. So much was shed in these 7 weeks... so much was learnt and so much fun was enjoyed. Fulfilling 7 weeks in MGS! This Friday, my Primary 5 class is planning a surprise party for me. My CT tried to keep the cat in the sack too. So she arranged for me to have my lessons in the early week so that I do not have any English class on Friday and I am able to enjoy the party. It was my main CT who accidentally leak out the secret. I do not want to spoil my gals' plan so I acted along with them. Well... I am reminding myself "No tears this Friday!"
[LINE]
 
A Crazy Week....
04.09.04 (4:58 am)   [edit]
It had been a crazy week for Seraph. He had class almost every night. I wonder what was wrong with that school? No life like that... Poor Seraph... He must be very tired...

Well... looks like it's a sure-sure... this Sunday will be our 1 month absence from one another. Guessed that such days will still go on... well...
[LINE]
 
Angry!!!!
04.08.04 (5:01 am)   [edit]
I am angry now... Very angry now... But, angry with nobody. I am angry that I had not get a chance to meet up with Seraph. It will be a month soon since our last meet. WAH!!! I am angry!

I am not angry with him. I know he is busy with his studies, assignments and work. I am busy with my work and was very tired too. So I can imagine and feel how much more tiring he will be when he has to juggle between these.

Work and studies really creates a barrier for people to meet. We are lacking of communications... this is very serious and I hope things will go well....

Someone just prompted, if he lose me again... will it make any difference to him? These are what they asked me to think about... Maybe I am not at all important to him although we are together. Maybe he is just trying out this time and would not mind if it would not work out. Maybe if one day we could not be together he would not be sad or felt a pity over it. Too many maybe... and I do not wish to trust in all these 'maybe' yet. We are not in the extreme to start thinking of these matters. But the advice from friends do matter to me... They are just concern and do not wish to see me hurt again. They rather see me immersed in a romance than to see me feeling lost and hurt.
[LINE]
 
Body 'Broke' Down...
04.06.04 (3:10 am)   [edit]
Yes!!!! I had completed all my Observations...
I am so tired. My body gave way... Now running a temperature and I had just completed my marking. So tired... my mind is running images of Seraph... Should I pick up my mobile phone and start to send him an Sms? I am already weary and do not want another ignore from him... You know, sometimes when we SMS someone and we did not get any response back... It's so disappointing right?

He had to attend class tonight... Will he call me just like the last time? I am very tired and am having a fever now. Should I just stay up and wait till 10.30pm before I turn in to rest? Just in case he really call? Or should I just forget about it, as he would not call and have more rest instead?

Let's see how later. I am so so so tired. I think I had over-burnt myself. Hee... I just want to occupy my mind so that I would not think too much. But I did it wrongly and I over-burnt myself. Hee... stupid gal!

Ai Yah... Looking forward to Thursday. I, sort of, thought of going home straight after School to sleep the whole afternoon through. Really shagged out!!!
[LINE]
 
Second blog for the nite...
04.05.04 (7:07 am)   [edit]
Ai yah... me heart still missing Seraph lah....
Completed my work now... done with my ironing but still, my heart missing him...

That's bad... my heart starts to think of things I should not... Is it coming to an end??? Silence for all these time.... Oh no! (Okie Okie...calm down... no worries right).... The last time Seraph message me was to ask me to take care and asked me not to worry for him. He'll be fine... Opps... Hope I am not thinking too deeply again... Seraph and I should be fine.. yah should be fine. I think too much. How can I not? So long never hear from him or receive messages from him. Last time, no matter how tired or busy he will still sms me and there'll be still some form of communication. I know he has been busy... I know and I understand... not blaming him at all. I am not angry with him too. JUst that the heart miss him that's all. :)

LORD Jesus, guide my heart again... this kind of feeling is really unbearable to my heart... silence is fine at times but too long can be scary... Tell me what to do Lord...Tell me how I should handle my thoughts. All in all, God... I still leave Seraph in your arms... Please take of him. He has lots of work to do... Bless him with a joyful heart and sustain him each day with your power! Amen!

Nitez... May God bless all of you!
[LINE]
 
Conscience is Cleared...
04.05.04 (12:46 am)   [edit]
I am freed... I am so happy! Rejoice yeah!
Yesterday I had a good chat with Joey... We cleared all our problems... I told him across that I have someone in my heart and mind. I told him a brief story about my dear Seraph and me. He too shared with me his past, which not many people knew about it. Only his close friends will know. See... so happy that now I do not need to worry about anything and continue my love for my Seraph... Yeah!!! He now treats me with three different roles. Each stands for a different side of me. As a Brother-cos' I am stubborn and matured, as a daughter-cos' I am sweet and kidish and a "mock-up/joking" wife-cos' I am sweet and romantic (too bad i was not at all romantic and sweet towards him). Anyway, he was a gentleman still. He insisted that he will still ask me out individually.... and I still decline his invitation and state that my Seraph will be jealous and hurt if I do that. So he asked me to tell Seraph about our joke... so that he would not misunderstood us. See... we had drawn our lines. Yes... Now, I could talk to this guy with a heart at ease....

Seraph, I just hope we could meet sometime soon... Kindda miss you. We had not met each other for two weeks and going to be three weeks soon. Our sms had dropped too... I just wanna tell you, I am thinking of you. ... Hey, why am I writing this why he may not see this??? Anyway, that's the words in my heart and I am starting to worry for my relationship between Seraph and me.... lack of communications... take care, dear... will make you some nice food (heeee... hopefully it's nice to him) after my Practicum.
[LINE]
 
Exciting Week Ahead!
04.03.04 (5:05 pm)   [edit]
Wow! Next week is an exciting week. We will only teach for three days... I am almost done with my Week 6 detailed Lesson Plans. I had also completed my detailed Science Lesson Plans for Week 7. If possible, after I have completed my Week 6's detailed English Lesson Plan, I will move on to Week 7's.

I have planned to enjoy myself next Friday to Sunday. Yes, to complete all my Lesson Plans before Friday and get them all printed out and submit to my CTs. Then, it's time for my own personal matters. I had yet to buy new furniture for my new house. My family had been painting the new house and I have yet to paint my Studyroom with the special effect "cloud" on the ceiling. Hopefully I could do it over the weekends.

Last week was a great one. May my on-coming weeks be a good one too. Since last Tuesday to Saturday, Joey and I had been doing quite a number of SMS. I am his "daughter" now and he stopped teasing me alot. Now, we chat on more matured issues. Like how life changes at different point in our life, our opinions on certain issues and encouragement for one another in our work. Through all the chat, I will grab all opportunities to tell him in a subtle manner that I have someone else in my heart. I do not know if he really got the hint. Cos' he kept increasing the dates I oweed him and reminded me not to forget. He said that he will remind me when the time come. "When the time come" these words do not sound good to me... what does he mean by when the time comes? I told him too that if he really wants to go out with me, he has to ask others along... I suggested my CTs and another TA guy to come along too. Cos' I will not go out with guys alone, especially now when I have Seraph in my heart! But he claimed that he has patience and he will wait for the day to come... Erm... "the day"... sound not so good again. Aiyoh! Hey, you know what my previous EX-BF (the guy I broke off with before I met Seraph again) is back again. He says that he will fetch me home after school, and he almost did. He sms me almost everyday after school as to ask what time I will leave so that he could come down to fetch me. Too bad, I always replied that he do not need to come down or I do not know the time. Anyway, I went home with my other Cadets. We shared a Cabby home.

Had been exactly two weeks I had not seen Seraph. It had been days he and I had not SMS. It had been a long, long time since then.... Still missing him... wonder if there is anything wrong in our relationship... cos' he did not reply my sms(guess he's busy) or sms me as often as he used to. But one thing I could be very sure of is that, no one can replace Seraph in my heart now... unless Seraph shattered my heart again someday(which I really do not wish he will do that). Just pray and pray...
[LINE]
 
Dead Beat...
04.02.04 (2:19 am)   [edit]
Whoosh....
Look at how time fly... End of school days... tomorrow comes the weekends... So fast...

Had a tiring, happy, exciting and annoying week.
Tiring was due to my hectic marking and Lesson Planning. I had my Observations and had performed well. I am satisfied with the end product. I had achieved what I had planned so that was not that much of upset. I do not expect too much, especially not for those high expectations.

Had a happy week too. I did a good Getting Started lesson with my Primary 5 class. Too bad that that lesson could not be used as my Observation. The gals enjoyed the lesson and feedback to me. I was so touched that the whole class showed interest finally. Now, I know what they like... they like songs, hip hop, cool cool stuff. They love cute pictures too. I used plenty in my powerpoint slides and the gals even approached me to email it to them. Had formed a rapport with both my Primary 4 and 5 gals. Especially for my Primary 5 gals. I had their emails and we are writing to each other almost every day. I really got to know them even more and from there I tailor my lessons to their interest. I told them I am leaving on the 16th and they were very sad. They wanted to have a photograph with me. I promised them, I will do so on my last day. I also promised to cook them sphagetti on my last day again.

It was an exciting week too... Joey, yes a big man with such a cute name, heh... too big to be place in a pouch of the kangaroo! He bullied me many a times... Even called me "wife" in the photocopy room, thank God not so loud to be heard by other staff! He sms me too... he kept mentioning "wife"... "because you are my wife and I will work for you only"... so mushy... *vomited*... He was just teasing me. He did not mean anything more... Cos I have hinted him that I have someone else. He told me that having a boyfriend does not mean it's forever. I Love Seraph and Joey is not the kind of man I like. But anyway, I have forced him to demote me... now, I am his "daughter"... my mummy is my English CT. Hahah... so childish. We are so old and yet behaving like those teenagers... Anyway, I rather be his daughter than to be his so-called wife... Erm... I really cannot imagine having him as my husband. HAHAHA!!! I had warned him not to joke about such sensitive issues in the staffroom. So he teased me through sms. I do not know why he kept asking and increasing the excuses of having dates with me... He said that because he helped me with the laptop matters, I owe him a date. Then, he increased it to another three. Simply because I forgot to bring my textbooks back to do lesson plans, no time to eat lunch and could not go to bed early... But I did not entertained to him. I asked him if he really want a date. I have something bad in mind. I'll ask him to let me decide the place and time... yes... He, me, and my other trainees will sit down at the canteen and have a DATE with him. Crazy man! If I have time, I rather spend my time with my dear Seraph.

Hey, talking about Seraph... our chances to sms dropped tremendously. He did not sms so often. Most of the time it was me initiating and doing the sms. Wonder if we are alright. We were both busy. I missed Seraph... Hope his busy schedule will be over soon. My practicum ending soon... that means, I could spend more time doing stuff for him. Planning to cook him a meal and send it down to him. Hee... *sweet sweet*.... I look forward to meeting my Seraph. Missed him soooooooooo much.

Another day going to end... soon a new one will dawn...
[LINE]
 

For the Month of December

To Do List:

- Catch at least 2 movies
- Gym sessions once every week
- Bible sharing every week
- Every Tuesday nite out


Schedule:

December 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Blade Trinity
2. National Treasure


November 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Polar Express
2. The Incredibles


October 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Wimbledon


Schedule:

September 2004
1: Teacher's Day
4: 1-wk Vacation Starts
5: Pilates[11]
5: Pilates[11]
6: Orchard(Sushi Tei)
8: Raffles Place(Sakae Sushi)
10: Hair Spa
11: Dira’s Wedding
12: 1-wk Vacation Ends
12: Kick-boxing[1]
17: West Mall(Sakae Sushi)
19: Kick-boxing[2]
26: Pilates[1]
26: Kick-boxing[3]

Movies Caught:
1.Garfield
2.The Terminal


Schedule:

August 2004
1: Pilates[6]
3: Play at DBS Art Ctr-Woman in Black
4: NIE(Collect gown)
6: Gym & Movie
8: Pilates[7]
9: National Day
10: Gym & Outing
13: NIE Graduation(SIS)
15: Pilates[8]
17: Yes! You stand a chance Seraph(2003)
17: Holland Village(Michelangelo's)
21: Submit Application(SIM)
22: Pilates[9]
23: Seraph's DOB
24: Orchard(DOME)
28: Teacher's Day Dinner(Suntec)
29: Pilates[10]

Movies Caught:
1.House of Daggers
2.The Village
3.The NoteBook


July 2004
I was Missing In Action
Recuperating from the broken Relationship ...

Movies Caught:
1. King Arthur


June 2004
I was Missing In Action
28: 1st day in School

Movies Caught:
1. Home on the Range
2. Shrek 2
3. Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Chronicles of the Riddick


May 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Van Helsing


April 2004
2: CT EL Obs(3)
4: Kickboxing[4]
5: CT Maths Obs(4)
6: CT EL Obs(5)
9: Good Friday
10: Brother's Birthday!
9: Good Friday
11: Kickboxing[5]
14: Sup Meets CTs
16: Last Day of Pract II
18: Kickboxing[6]
24: EED200 Report
25: Kickboxing[7]

Movies Caught:
1. 50 First Dates
2. Koma


March 2004
1: Gym Session
7: Kickboxing[12]
8: Mum's Birthday!
8: Gym Session
13: 1-wk Vacation Starts
14: Kickboxing[1]
19: My Birthday!
21: Kickboxing[2]
21: Outing(Seraph)
21: 1-wk Vacation Ends
23: CT Maths Obs(1)
24: CT Sci Obs(2)
26: NIE Sup Obs(1)
28: Kickboxing[3]
30: NIE Sup Obs(2)

Movies Caught:
1. The Haunted Mansion


February 2004
1: Hari Raya Haji
2: Outing(Seraph)
3: EED200 Grp Report
4: Outing(Seraph)
6: NIE Pract II Posting
8: Kickboxing[8]
9: HDB(Get keys)
13: Visit new house
13: Pals Gathering
14: Valentine's Day
15: Kickboxing[9]
16: NIE Bazaar
17: NIE Bazaar
17: ECM202 Quiz
18: NIE Bazaar
20: ECE202 Ind + Grp
20: ECM202 Ind
22: Kickboxing[10]
23: 1st Day(Pract II)
26: Outing(Seraph)
29: Kickboxing[11]

Movies Caught:
1. Peter Pan
2. Big Fish


January 2004
1: New Year
4: Kickboxing[4]
6: Appointment(Hair)
7: Outing(Seraph)
11: Appointment(Hair)
11: Kickboxing[5]
12: NIE Sem 4 Starts
12: Outing(Seraph)
13: Outing(Seraph)
14: NIE Bazaar
15: NIE Bazaar
16: NIE Bazaar
16: Outing(Seraph)
18: Kickboxing[6]
21: CNY Eve
21: Outing(Seraph)
22: Chinese New Year
23: Chinese New Year
25: Kickboxing[7]
28: NIE Pract II Briefing
28: Outing(Seraph)

Movies Caught:
1. The Last Samurai




New Year Resolutions:

- Continue to think positive
- Have at least an overseas trip
- Have more relaxations than work
- Eat healthy and exercise regularly
- Be more successful in my life and work
- Be more joyful and loving at heart than 2003
- Find my Mr Right and be more down-to-earth
- A new home, A new working environment, A new me! A fresh start!



For the Month of August

To Do List:

- Catch at least 2 movies
- Gym sessions once every week
- Bible sharing every week
- Every Tuesday nite out



Schedule:

August 2004
1: Pilates[6]
3: Play at DBS Art Ctr "Woman in Black"
4: NIE(Collect gown)
6: Gym + Movie
8: Pilates[7]
9: National Day
10: Gym + Outing
13: NIE Graduation(SIS)
15: Pilates[8]
17: "Yes! You stand a chance, Seraph"-2003
17: Holland Village(Michelangelo's)
21: Submit Application(SIM)
22: Pilates[9]
23: Seraph's DOB
24: Orchard(DOME)
28: Teacher's Day Dinner(Suntec)
29: Pilates[10]

Movies Caught:
1.House of Daggers
2.The Village
3.NoteBook


July 2004
I was Missing In Action
Recuperating from the broken Relationship ...

Movies Caught:
1. King Arthur


June 2004
I was Missing In Action
28: 1st day in School

Movies Caught:
1. Home on the Range
2. Shrek 2
3. Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Chronicles of the Riddick


May 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Van Helsing


April 2004
2: CT EL Obs(3)
4: Kickboxing[4]
5: CT Maths Obs(4)
6: CT EL Obs(5)
9: Good Friday
10: Brother's Birthday!
9: Good Friday
11: Kickboxing[5]
14: Sup Meets CTs
16: Last Day of Pract II
18: Kickboxing[6]
24: EED200 Report
25: Kickboxing[7]

Movies Caught:
1. 50 First Dates
2. Koma


March 2004
1: Gym Session
7: Kickboxing[12]
8: Mum's Birthday!
8: Gym Session
13: 1-wk Vacation Starts
14: Kickboxing[1]
19: My Birthday!
21: Kickboxing[2]
21: Outing(Seraph)
21: 1-wk Vacation Ends
23: CT Maths Obs(1)
24: CT Sci Obs(2)
26: NIE Sup Obs(1)
28: Kickboxing[3]
30: NIE Sup Obs(2)

Movies Caught:
1. The Haunted Mansion


February 2004
1: Hari Raya Haji
2: Outing(Seraph)
3: EED200 Grp Report
4: Outing(Seraph)
6: NIE Pract II Posting
8: Kickboxing[8]
9: HDB(Get keys)
13: Visit new house
13: Pals Gathering
14: Valentine's Day
15: Kickboxing[9]
16: NIE Bazaar
17: NIE Bazaar
17: ECM202 Quiz
18: NIE Bazaar
20: ECE202 Ind + Grp
20: ECM202 Ind
22: Kickboxing[10]
23: 1st Day(Pract II)
26: Outing(Seraph)
29: Kickboxing[11]

Movies Caught:
1. Peter Pan
2. Big Fish


January 2004
1: New Year
4: Kickboxing[4]
6: Appointment(Hair)
7: Outing(Seraph)
11: Appointment(Hair)
11: Kickboxing[5]
12: NIE Sem 4 Starts
12: Outing(Seraph)
13: Outing(Seraph)
14: NIE Bazaar
15: NIE Bazaar
16: NIE Bazaar
16: Outing(Seraph)
18: Kickboxing[6]
21: CNY Eve
21: Outing(Seraph)
22: Chinese New Year
23: Chinese New Year
25: Kickboxing[7]
28: NIE Pract II Briefing
28: Outing(Seraph)

Movies Caught:
1. The Last Samurai




New Year Resolutions:

- Continue to think positive
- Have at least an overseas trip
- Have more relaxations than work
- Eat healthy and exercise regularly
- Be more successful in my life and work
- Be more joyful and loving at heart than 2003
- Find my Mr Right and be more down-to-earth
- A new home, A new working environment, A new me! A fresh start!



For the Month of August

To Do List:

- Catch at least 2 movies
- Gym sessions once every week
- Bible sharing every week
- Every Tuesday nite out



Schedule:

August 2004
1: Pilates[6]
3: Play at DBS Art Ctr "Woman in Black"
4: NIE(Collect gown)
6: Gym & Movie
8: Pilates[7]
9: National Day
10: Gym & Outing
13: NIE Graduation(SIS)
15: Pilates[8]
17: "Yes! You stand a chance, Seraph"-2003
17: Holland Village(Michelangelo's)
21: Submit Application(SIM)
22: Pilates[9]
23: Seraph's DOB
24: Orchard(DOME)
28: Teacher's Day Dinner(Suntec)
29: Pilates[10]

Movies Caught:
1.House of Daggers
2.The Village
3.NoteBook


July 2004
I was Missing In Action
Recuperating from the broken Relationship ...

Movies Caught:
1. King Arthur


June 2004
I was Missing In Action
28: 1st day in School

Movies Caught:
1. Home on the Range
2. Shrek 2
3. Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Chronicles of the Riddick


May 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Van Helsing


April 2004
2: CT EL Obs(3)
4: Kickboxing[4]
5: CT Maths Obs(4)
6: CT EL Obs(5)
9: Good Friday
10: Brother's Birthday!
9: Good Friday
11: Kickboxing[5]
14: Sup Meets CTs
16: Last Day of Pract II
18: Kickboxing[6]
24: EED200 Report
25: Kickboxing[7]

Movies Caught:
1. 50 First Dates
2. Koma


March 2004
1: Gym Session
7: Kickboxing[12]
8: Mum's Birthday!
8: Gym Session
13: 1-wk Vacation Starts
14: Kickboxing[1]
19: My Birthday!
21: Kickboxing[2]
21: Outing(Seraph)
21: 1-wk Vacation Ends
23: CT Maths Obs(1)
24: CT Sci Obs(2)
26: NIE Sup Obs(1)
28: Kickboxing[3]
30: NIE Sup Obs(2)

Movies Caught:
1. The Haunted Mansion


February 2004
1: Hari Raya Haji
2: Outing(Seraph)
3: EED200 Grp Report
4: Outing(Seraph)
6: NIE Pract II Posting
8: Kickboxing[8]
9: HDB(Get keys)
13: Visit new house
13: Pals Gathering
14: Valentine's Day
15: Kickboxing[9]
16: NIE Bazaar
17: NIE Bazaar
17: ECM202 Quiz
18: NIE Bazaar
20: ECE202 Ind + Grp
20: ECM202 Ind
22: Kickboxing[10]
23: 1st Day(Pract II)
26: Outing(Seraph)
29: Kickboxing[11]

Movies Caught:
1. Peter Pan
2. Big Fish


January 2004
1: New Year
4: Kickboxing[4]
6: Appointment(Hair)
7: Outing(Seraph)
11: Appointment(Hair)
11: Kickboxing[5]
12: NIE Sem 4 Starts
12: Outing(Seraph)
13: Outing(Seraph)
14: NIE Bazaar
15: NIE Bazaar
16: NIE Bazaar
16: Outing(Seraph)
18: Kickboxing[6]
21: CNY Eve
21: Outing(Seraph)
22: Chinese New Year
23: Chinese New Year
25: Kickboxing[7]
28: NIE Pract II Briefing
28: Outing(Seraph)

Movies Caught:
1. The Last Samurai




New Year Resolutions:

- Continue to think positive
- Have at least an overseas trip
- Have more relaxations than work
- Eat healthy and exercise regularly
- Be more successful in my life and work
- Be more joyful and loving at heart than 2003
- Find my Mr Right and be more down-to-earth
- A new home, A new working environment, A new me! A fresh start!



For the Month of August

To Do List:

- Catch at least 2 movies
- Gym sessions once every week
- Bible sharing every week
- Every Tuesday nite out



Schedule:

August 2004
1: Pilates[6]
3: Play at DBS Art Ctr "Woman in Black"
4: NIE(Collect gown)
6: Gym + Movie
8: Pilates[7]
9: National Day
10: Gym + Outing
13: NIE Graduation(SIS)
15: Pilates[8]
17: "Yes! You stand a chance, Seraph"-2003
17: Holland Village(Michelangelo's)
21: Submit Application(SIM)
22: Pilates[9]
23: Seraph's DOB
24: Orchard(DOME)
28: Teacher's Day Dinner(Suntec)
29: Pilates[10]

Movies Caught:
1.House of Daggers
2.The Village
3.NoteBook


July 2004
I was Missing In Action
Recuperating from the broken Relationship ...

Movies Caught:
1. King Arthur


June 2004
I was Missing In Action
28: 1st day in School

Movies Caught:
1. Home on the Range
2. Shrek 2
3. Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban
4. Chronicles of the Riddick


May 2004
I was Missing In Action

Movies Caught:
1. Van Helsing


April 2004
2: CT EL Obs(3)
4: Kickboxing[4]
5: CT Maths Obs(4)
6: CT EL Obs(5)
9: Good Friday
10: Brother's Birthday!
9: Good Friday
11: Kickboxing[5]
14: Sup Meets CTs
16: Last Day of Pract II
18: Kickboxing[6]
24: EED200 Report
25: Kickboxing[7]

Movies Caught:
1. 50 First Dates
2. Koma


March 2004
1: Gym Session
7: Kickboxing[12]
8: Mum's Birthday!
8: Gym Session
13: 1-wk Vacation Starts
14: Kickboxing[1]
19: My Birthday!
21: Kickboxing[2]
21: Outing(Seraph)
21: 1-wk Vacation Ends
23: CT Maths Obs(1)
24: CT Sci Obs(2)
26: NIE Sup Obs(1)
28: Kickboxing[3]
30: NIE Sup Obs(2)

Movies Caught:
1. The Haunted Mansion


February 2004
1: Hari Raya Haji
2: Outing(Seraph)
3: EED200 Grp Report
4: Outing(Seraph)
6: NIE Pract II Posting
8: Kickboxing[8]
9: HDB(Get keys)
13: Visit new house
13: Pals Gathering
14: Valentine's Day
15: Kickboxing[9]
16: NIE Bazaar
17: NIE Bazaar
17: ECM202 Quiz
18: NIE Bazaar
20: ECE202 Ind + Grp
20: ECM202 Ind
22: Kickboxing[10]
23: 1st Day(Pract II)
26: Outing(Seraph)
29: Kickboxing[11]

Movies Caught:
1. Peter Pan
2. Big Fish


January 2004
1: New Year
4: Kickboxing[4]
6: Appointment(Hair)
7: Outing(Seraph)
11: Appointment(Hair)
11: Kickboxing[5]
12: NIE Sem 4 Starts
12: Outing(Seraph)
13: Outing(Seraph)
14: NIE Bazaar
15: NIE Bazaar
16: NIE Bazaar
16: Outing(Seraph)
18: Kickboxing[6]
21: CNY Eve
21: Outing(Seraph)
22: Chinese New Year
23: Chinese New Year
25: Kickboxing[7]
28: NIE Pract II Briefing
28: Outing(Seraph)

Movies Caught:
1. The Last Samurai




New Year Resolutions:

- Continue to think positive
- Have at least an overseas trip
- Have more relaxations than work
- Eat healthy and exercise regularly
- Be more successful in my life and work
- Be more joyful and loving at heart than 2003
- Find my Mr Right and be more down-to-earth
- A new home, A new working environment, A new me! A fresh start!