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Wat a day! Caught a cold. My nose is doing exercise now... I had finished a box of tissue this morning.... took some flu pills and pray for it to recover soon.
I had watched "Polar Express" yesterday with my tuition students. It was quite good. The spirit of Xmas is just round the corner. I love the phrases from the show... ".. BELIEVE in your heart.... Seeing is believing..."
Yesterday I went back to my office to clear some of my stuff before going for my show. Know what?? The past few weeks I had been missing Seraph like crazy.... We saw each other yesterday! He came back to his office too. We were both quite surprise to each other. We managed to steal some moments to chat. We kept our chats within our work and our studies. There was no personal chat between us.. what a pity.... But that was indeed a good start.... and I am glad.
Know what I prayed to God to have him back. The next day he appeared. It was like a prayer answered. When I left my work place, I called out "Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! Thanks Father for answering my prayer." Although, both Seraph and I still remain as colleagues, I knew in my heart ... very clearly that he still have a place in my heart. I love him still and I am waiting for his return PATIENTLY. Not only are all the stuff he gave me were displayed in my room few days ago, I had our neoprints scanned and set as my handphone's wallpaper. Every moment, I will be able to see him.
God will work his way between the two of us. At the mean time, I will just draw my attention on my spiritual health and my work and my on-coming studies. God has HIS way and HE is never late in all his plans for His children. For the past few years' Xmas, I have never wished for anything. This year, I already and clearly know (in both my heart and mind) what I wanted for all my life. I will wish upon it with my sincere and earnest heart. My love for him is so deep that it had covered up and over-flow the love I have for my ex-boyfriends, esp Kelvin.
When you want something dearly in your heart, you pray for it with a sincere heart and wait upon it with a patient heart. BELIEVE in both yourself and GOD_JESUS CHRIST for He who provide WILL fulfill that for you at the point of liberation.... the right time and at the right place. Have faith and live your life with GOD with you... AMEN!
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