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<<痴心绝对>& gt;
想用一杯Latte把你 醉 好让你能多爱我一
暗恋的滋味 你不懂这种感觉 早有人陪的你永远 会
看见你和他在我面 证明我的爱只是愚
你不懂我的 那些憔悴 是你永远不曾过的 会
为你付出那种伤心 永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己 上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数 的泪
明知道让你离开他 世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹 现的那一天
直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自 着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己 后悔 不想爱的太多痴心 对
为你落第一滴泪 为你做任何改变 也唤不回你对我的 决
MIA for quite some time. Have been busy with my work and balancing my working life and my social life. Ever since 2005 dawns, my days have been happy. Nothing special have happened and my heart just felt lighter and much more merrier.
Missing you as usual Seraph. SIM is my piority and yours. Soon, it will be your Driving Practical Test, I know you will be able to pass well. I have faith in you. I will keep you in prayers. Missing someone you love dearly is indeed a torture. The memories stay, the pain of being separated remains and the prayers for the day to be reunited is sweet.
These few months, I have been through many relfections. I know I am sticky to you. I am still not as independent as I thought I am. So that is why in the end, you could not stand the indirect pressure and I lost you. I have loved you too deeply from the start to ever imagine I would lose you again one day. AS such affection grows in me, the emotion cling is higher and subconciously, I become rather sticky to you. After going a big round of a bush..... I still lost you. What a pity. What a lost. I have never ever regretted to have you in my heart at all.
You may have found a better lady than me and lead a better life. God send you to my life once and I am grateful to Him. At least I get to enjoy the happiness for once. I am glad that we are still colleagues and schoolmate.
Study well and be successful in your career. You have my prayers wherever you are, whoever you are with and whatever you will be doing. If there's any chance for us to be together again, I told God, I will not lose you again. My mind is set on my on-coming studies and my work and that is good enough to take up my time for quite a few years. Till the next time our hearts meet, do take care and be a Godly man, just like the way I always want you to be.
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